Should also mention there are some cool backdoors on the left-hand path if you aren’t particularly tied to your current self identity. More of a dramatic transformation than a you+.
The Celts used an organismic transformation during a waking dream, which can be achieved with a waking agent mature psilocybin (2hours+ in), then a orgasm during pairing; finally,an acute dream agent, marijuana.
A progressive color transformation will follow. You’ll know it when you see it. Be kind to yourself. The minutes, days, and months, that follow will be like drinking from a firehose. Better to observe the stream, then fall into it. But if you do, best sleep on any grand new ideas or attachments to prior avatars. Your path is still your own but you will see steps laid out in front of you. Don’t choose a path until you have seen many.
The ultimate truth has a weight you won’t know until you receive it. Knowing is not better than not knowing, but those compelled to the truth cannot be denied it and perhaps cannot avoid it either.
